Motivation Shmotivation
I need accountability.
There are random sticky notes around my house with motivational fitness quotes. Some of them have come down. The rest have become white noise that should come down.
I read an article a few months ago about training with your cycle and adopted the strategy which basically gave me permission to take it easy on the days I feel most like taking things easy. According to the article however, the first week of my cycle is supposed to be the week to amp up the high intensity workouts. If you say so crazy. For two months, I've been trying this method, but staying in bed on days one and two.
Yesterday was filled with crazy food cravings. I did fine at work. Then I came home and was researching those fitbits everyone seems to be wearing when suddenly I just had to have the butterfinger my boyfriend has been keeping on top of my refrigerator. Why he leaves these things at my house is beyond me. And it has been up there for a few months, but the urge to eat something sugary was so strong it was like my brain turned off until I was savoring every bite of that damned candy bar while hating the way my pants fit.
This morning it was tempting to use my go back to bed it’s Day 1 excuse. But the articles I read said this should be a strong day to push myself and if I didn’t run I wouldn’t be able to report a week where I gave 100%
Also: “The only workout you regret is the one you didn’t do.” or something like that.
So I got dressed. Ginny refused to find a satellite this morning. I think she’s throwing a tantrum because I was looking at slimmer watches. I have my sights set on a the Anacortes Art Dash Half Marathon next summer. I might consider new technology after that. I’d kinda like something I can wear all the time and I like the heart rate monitor feature on the watch instead of the chest band. I'm also intrigued by the concept of being reminded to move every hour since my job consists of a lot of desk time. I wonder if there are 250 steps between my office and the organ loft.
No signal? Fine. I started the timer. I know the route. Past my friends house. We were going to summit Sehale this summer but cancelled the trip due to the difficulty of getting a permit to stay overnight and the fires which made for poor air quality and visibility. At community choir I invited her to run with me. She’ll consider a Saturday run but 5:anything am is insanity in her book.
Flashlight in hand for the dark part of Regatta this morning. I finished the first mile by the elementary school and told myself the skip the walk break. My goal this week is the run the entire three miles without walk breaks. Mile 2 is all a slow decline. Mile 3 starts on a gradual hill. A girl came out of the one of the apartments and from several yards away I startled her with a cough. She stepped completely off the sidewalk and waited. Strange. I passed, said good morning and saw in the dim dark that she was holding a tree branch over her head. TreeGirl?
I told myself I could take a walk break at the intersection where the hill crests, but that I probably wouldn’t want it. All downhill from there.
Lies all lies. I ran through the traffic signal and kept on running. But it's not all downhill from here. At the corner I have another .2 miles to go and it's a hill. Not as steep as the hill on the back entry, but still, why must I finish on an uphill?
I argued with myself all the way to the corner and then figured that I’d come this far without any walk breaks so why stop now? Sure Ginny wasn’t giving me distances this morning, but I knew from Saturday’s run that the 3 mile mark was the red boat.
Finish strong. Finishing on a hill will prepare me to give a good final push on race day.
I stopped at the boat. 36:27
Thursday I’ll run all the way to the corner.
Thanks for the accountability guys.
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