This morning I had 800's and a lot on my mind. I wanted to burn it all off, lap after lap after lap, but I felt heavy and slow and I struggled with my pace.
So I stewed about things. It's really hard to stew and do speed work at the same time but I was determined on both counts.
I'm struggling to channel a lot of my... uh... struggling... into my running. It's not so easy at the moment because I'm running with friends a lot more than I ever had. My long runs aren't hours and hours and hours of being alone with my thoughts, dealing with things, not dealing with other things, and committing myself to my own conclusions. It's hours and hours and hours of going places with people. It's weird.
I'm hoping when I switch from goofing off for the Brooklyn Half, to *serious training* for Wineglass, that I'll be able to fit in time for both.
Speaking of which, I'm signed up for three marathons over five weeks. I'm not really sure what I'm doing with that as I clearly have no business running like that. Maybe I'm trying to find the KRG of 2014 that might have maybe had a shot at completing all three? Idk. I think I just need something outside of work, ya know?
That's it. I wish I had interesting things to say and a pretty way of saying them but really this is all I got.