Who knew that staying indoors, driving instead of walking, and having outdoor restaurants be your only form of entertainment, would lead to weight gain???
I am almost unable to deal with myself at the moment on this front. I am at the limit of my wardrobe and I refuse to buy new clothes and accept that I might stay at this weight for a while. I am honestly and simultaneously doing everything I can and having no idea what I am doing.
I started tracking my calories and dropped half a pound. HALF A POUND!! Usually when I start doing something serious about my weight, I drop five pounds in the first week! Now, barely anything!!
I hear this little voice telling me that I am approaching middle age and this is the new reality but that can’t be right! Wasn’t it just last week that I was doing body shots in the basement of the Chelsea Hotel while Gwen Stafani’s hot new banger, Hollaback Girl, was packing the dance floor??? Besides, I am WAY too immature to be nearing my 40’s. No, it can’t be that.
Okay, until I figure this out, I am just going to keep at it. Slow and steady. Just like my running.